Friday, March 27, 2009

--[LE GASP.]--

Well, I'm in comm. tech class right now, doing my Powerpoint writing this post.
o-o Incidentally, part of my powerpoint has to do with...
Blogging and such. How convienient. :3

Other than that, I am... incredibly bored D:

On top of that, I don't have Windows Live Writer to use, so I'm slightly not used to Blogger's posting method or w/e.

I guess I'll edit this post later.
But uh. Just to remind myself later about what I'm going to put, I'm going to write up a small list of sorts showing what I'm going to update about later:
  • new yesterday's dA posts
  • how today went (I'm going to meet up with Kat at Fairview)
  • some picture(s) from today?

anyways uh. I'll edit this post later.



Mood: bored.
Listening to: Lizard - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

--[LMAO.]--

Not a few minutes ago did this conversation take place.

Sister: I don’t want to study! I know it already!
Mom: No, you don’t! You have to ask your dad to help you study Go, right now. D:<
Sister: *tantrum* I don’t have to, I don’t like it, I don’t want to !!
Mom: No, you have to! If you were smart, then okay, you don’t have to study, but you’re not, so you have to study. D:<
Mom: *continues* Do you want to be a luzr? Do you want to live on the street? No? Go ask your dad to help you study.

Underlined sentence is full of win :3


Mood: amused :D
Listening to: Lost in re:birth - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

--[Lost in re:birth]--

repeating tragedy...

[ all ] minds are distraught! [ you're ] distrait!
deeper and deeper you fall...
[ just ] stray in the fake! [ but ] feel pain
where have you sealed your real side?

gotta awake you a.s.a.p.!

[ all ] minds are distraught! [ you're ] not right!
deeper and deeper you fall...
[ just ] stray in the fake! [ but ] feel doubt!
where have you sealed your real side?

Storm of flowing sadness
Love has turned into ashes, just like disappearing

gotta awake you a.s.a.p.!

Lost in re:birth... alone...

Where's the eternity, where endless love is overflowing?
Lost in re:birth... alone...
I cried alone, while praying for help and happiness for this withered world

dying... to be bone...
what do you think of justice?
the blight and god...
why cannot the faith mesh well?

[ please ] tell me the answer! [ loud ] crying out!
[ far ] infected sorrow [ hard ] rain falls down
[ world ] minus affection [ never ] loveless life be enough...

Lost in re:birth... alone...

Where's the eternity of everything overflowing in love?
Lost in re:birth... alone...
At that time, when I'll be born again, please, love me
Lost in re:birth...

all for my dears...

from "ache"

to live disease, All of us die with it.
when you pass away, does anyone cry for you?
nobody's next to me... even the one to cry over me...



yeyy song lyric time :3
o-o i think the lyrics in italics are the english lyrics that are sung, and the non-italic ones are the translation D:

n__n i SO like the vocals in this song :3
Lost in re:birth - D'espairsRay


Mood: EPIK BOREDOM.
Listening to: Lost in re:birth - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

--[pretty colours~ :33]--

8DD yeyy. New background/colour scheme is up :DD

It’s nice to finally have some colour, hm? xDD

o-o anyways…


Yesterday was my mom’s birthday, and we went out for dinner and stuff. Well, to be exact, we went to an Asian buffet called Imperial Buffet xD

I can probably say that yesterday was the first time I’ve had sushi in quite a LONG time. And it was awesome >:3


o-o wow. I really thought I’d have more to talk about.
aah well.


Mood: awake o.o;
Listening to: SIXty∞NINe - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

Monday, March 16, 2009

--[REDEEMER – D’espairsRay]--

Screaming out your emotions!
ima toki hanate your mind
Screaming out your emotions!
arifureta mirai wo break out


afuredasu omoi taiyou wo inuke
Everyday girigiri no surimu de sabita heart hi wo tsukete


bousou shiteku CHAOS no uzu he Down! Down! tobikome
zetsubou shiteru jikan nado nai Now! Now! tsuki nukete   uh!

Screaming out yout emotions!

obieru dake no jibun wo houmure
hajimari no kane ga hibiita... koko ga BIRTHDAY... me o hirake

kosoku shiteiku chihei no saki he Down! Down! tobikome
musekaeru THIS WORLD kiri saiteyuku Now! Now! rakuen he

Dive! Trust yourself!
Arise! We're not slaves!
Awake! Calling out to you now...

kodoku na kono sekai ha kimi no koe wo matteiru
sonzai wo, sono imi wo sakebe

「ore ha ima, koko ni iru...」

bousou shiteku CHAOS no uzu he Down! Down! tobikome
zetsubou shiteru jikan nado nai Now! Now! tsukinukete


Screaming out your emotions!

Screaming out your emotions!
Set your mind free
Screaming out your emotions!
Breakout from the mundane future

Your thoughts are overflowing, shoot through the sun
Everyday little thrill makes your rusted heart burn

Jump down, down
to the swirl of spinning wildly chaos
There's no time for despair
now, now, break through

Screaming out your emotions!

Bury yourself, that only can be frightened
The bells of beggining ringed
Here's birthday, open your eyes

Jump down, down
to accelerating horizon
This choking world
tear it to pieces! Now, now, to the paradise

Dive! Trust yourself!
Arise! We're not slaves!
Awake! Calling out to you now...

This lonely world in wating for your voice
Scream out your existence and the meaning

"Here I am"

Jump down, down
to the swirl of spinning wildly chaos
There's no time for despair
now, now, break through

Screaming out your emotions!

That is my now favourite song. :DD
The new album is pretty awesome, by the way xD
[you have no idea how many times i had to preview this thing to make sure everything was in the right place x-x]

D’espa is my new obsession n__n


Mood: indifferent.
Listening to: REDEEMER - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

--[Plans.]--

Well… my March Break has officially started… and I have NO plans whatsoever.

Oh, man. It’s gonna be a fun week. [/sarcasm]

SOMEONE SAVE MEE DD8


In other news;
I think I’ve become addicted to D’espairsRay again D:

Songs like:

TRICKST☆R
MIRROR
SIXTY∞NINE
Screen

and stuff like that. Okay, so they’re not all that new, and I’ve had these songs for a while. But for some reason I’m only getting into these songs now, which is weird, for me at least.

If the renewed addiction to D’espairsRay wasn’t enough, I just recently found out that their new album, REDEEMER, was released. Four days ago. *kicks self for being so slow*

Anyways, I’m done for now. I guess I’ll write again tomorrow talking about the album 8D;

~jay-san.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

--[YAY~ :]]--

AWESOME. I’ve [more or less] finished my blog layout. I’m pretty happy with it. I KNOW, I KNOW, there’s a… slight lack of colour here, but. I’m horrible at coordinating colours together, so I guess I’ll do that later.

I’m using Windows Live Writer to write this thing. It’s. definitely much easier to write with it xDD And for that, I am happy.

Yeap. I have decided to write everything here. So when I’m bored, expect an entry here. When something interesting happens in my life, expect an entry here too.

But right now, I have nothing more to say, so I’m going to sign off for now.

~jay-san.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

--[My attempt at a daily post.]--

Hm, well. Today was just another boring day, for the most part. I guess I’m gonna start posting on this thing a bit more often.


Well, I woke up a bit late today. I think it may have something to do with me going to sleep at 2am last night. NO, I WAS NOT PLAYING VIDEO GAMES… okay, maybe I was. BUT THAT’S BESIDE THE POINT D:

Well, anyways. I miraculously got to school on the exact time I always get to school: 8:21am. [I check the conveniently-placed clock whenever I get to school, alright? 8D] Anyways, I went through my usual daily routine of going to the cafeteria to buy my coffee, and then to my locker to put away my jacket. Aaanyways…

P1 [Photography] – eh. we just got like. notes and stuff on f-stop and shutter speed. Other than that, I just messed around with the piano and stuff. [I STILL need to learn how to play Jealous ~reverse~ by Dir en grey Dx]

P2 [Comm. Tech.] – Had a supply teacher today. Worked on my report thing. [as a side note, for that report, we had to use Expedia to “plan” a trip to New York City. oh, the cruel irony Dx] Pretty uneventful class.

Lunch – Well. Ate lunch and stuff. As per usual, I had an elegant conversation with Patrick about several important topics:
Me: omg, I was on Twitter, and someone posted up a link to a really retarded YouTube video. I watched it, and I was like. *face twitches* <— [ said video is at this link: http://tinyurl.com/ln689 ]
Patrick: OMG LOL YOU REALLY HAFTA SHOW ME THAT VIDEO.

or

Patrick: Kenneth let me borrow this book, called “Chuck Norris Facts: 400 Facts About the World’s Greatest Man”.
Me: *not really interested* Really? Show me.
Patrick: *reading from book* “If Chuck Norris wants to eat a salad, he eats a vegetarian.” LOLOLOLOL.
Me: WHAT LOLOL *grabs book and dies of laughter while reading it*

*cough* uh. yeah. Really important stuff :D

P3 [Math] – Well, we had a short lesson, and then our teacher gave us work. Work that I was actually looking forward to cuhs, since math is my strong point, I actually GET the concept, and yet he still stands up there explaining. So I’m basically just sitting there bored. And then when he assigns the homework, it turns out that he’s already assigned most of it before. So I quickly did the questions and resumed being bored.

P4 [Art] – We had a supply teacher here too. Like it mattered. We watched the original Ice Age. [and by we, I mean the whole class, except for me] I sat there playing Trauma Center on DS :DD


Hm… So that’s pretty much it for my day. Tomorrow, I’m not going to school, so that’s gonna be fun~ [/sarcasm] Oh, sitting at home bored… D:

And my mom’s kinda being annoying now, so I guess I’m gonna close off now xDD

~jay-san.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

--[hooray n_n]--

Well. I’ve finished a sort of… beta version of the background 8D

I’ll finish the whole thing later 8D

~jay-san.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

--[D:]--

…I’ve been too lazy to finish my layout. So this is what it’s gonna look like. At least until I either finish my layout or make something better.

And I’m also opening up my blog to only people I choose to read this. Like that last sentence even matters, cuhs if you’re reading this, then you’re one of the few allowed to read this thing. FEEL SPECIAL :DD



Anyways, uh. I guess I’m going to be updating this blog more often now 8D
so uh, I guess I’m going to write about my day? 8DDDDD



P1 (Photography) – Well, today was a day called “Bubble Day”, which is a day when the school makes everyone choose the courses that they're gonna take next year by filling in little circles indicating which courses we’re taking, hence the name, “Bubble Day”. Incidentally, I’m going to be taking Grade 11 Photography (yes, again, cuhs there NEEDS TO BE A GRADE 12 COURSE D:<), Grade 11 Keyboarding (which is a piano class), Grade 12 Visual Arts, Grade 12 Communications Tech., Grade 12 Advanced Functions (Math), and Grade 12 Religion. =3= Whoop-de-doo. Anywho, other than the Bubble Day stuff, Photography was pretty average.

P2 (Comm. Tech.) – Again, another average class, except that this one guy, who never shows up on time in class, who always starts arguments with the teacher, and in general, is one of those guys who probably get in trouble a lot at school. For those thinking, yes, he’s black. No, I’m not racist. Anyways. This guy, he apparently likes turning off all the lights in the classroom. I don’t know about you, but staring at an old-school computer monitor, with no lights on, pretty much makes your eyes hurt like fucking hell. Again, whoop-de-doo.

Lunch – Another average lunchtime. Went to the cafeteria, sat at my usual table, and ate my lunch. Although, me and Patrick talk about the most fucked-up stuff you can ever imagine. So much so, that I’m not even gonna bother typing it all here. N-no, it’s not cuhs I forgot everything… SHUSH.

P3 (Math) – Well, today was a Day 2 on the schedule, so third and fourth were switched. Anyways. There’s not much to say about today’s class, probably because I actually NEED to pay attention in that class, which is kinda hard to do when almost everyone behind and around you is sitting there talking so loud I have to drown everything out by blasting my music. Hey, I have a reputation of getting marks at least 10% higher than everyone else. I need to do well in that class 8D

P4 (Art) – Just did some figure proportions drawing, and dewdling in my sketchbook. Another boring class. I honestly can’t wait until we start painting our “15 Minutes of Fame” assignment, where we had to take a picture of ourselves, play around with it in Photoshop, and then print it out and transfer it to a canvas. The actual design has to be kind of a “Pop Art” style to it or something. And, just for the hell of it, this is my… work-in-progress 8D I actually still need to finish the actual design =3=AVI3M1---15-Minutes-of-Fame-Photomanip-(Design-#2) Whoo. Whatta fail LOL. It’s not even done yet LMAO.
I still hafta finish it, and then paint it on my 3ft x 4ft canvas. That’s… pretty huge D: And if it turns out nice, it’s going in my room :D
There’s nothing wrong with having a giant self-portrait in my room, right? I need a self-esteem boost anyway. *bricked*



Anyways, I guess I’m done for now 8D
I really need to learn to post more often xDD

~jay-san

Saturday, March 7, 2009

--[WOO. :D]--

I'm working on my new blog design 8D
o_o it's pretty basic, but that's how it's gonna be until I finally get off my ass to learn CSS D:

It's just gonna be the basic header picture, blahblahblahblah, whatever.

Oh, and I made this thing totally private, so that only I can see it. For now. Until I've finished :D