--[just thinking]--

I never thought I could fall so hard, so fast. But I did, and I don’t know what to do now D:

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Mood: elation[?]
Listening to: TRICKST☆R - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

--[...in memory of.]--

i... am really shocked right now. like. it was so sudden... and... iduno. I guess I'm just trying to articulate my thoughts into words right now..?

apparently, some time yesterday, one of my friends from art council... passed. He jumped onto the subway tracks sometime after school, i hear.

i didn't really know him that well... but i knew him well enough that his passing really shocked me.

i don't really know what else to say..

in memory of erick. you will be... missed.

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_{Mood: ...melancholy[?]
Listening to: Screen -single version- - D'espairsRay}

~jay-san.

--[ahahaah :3]--

Okay so. I'm in second period writing about thar epic first period LOL.

So today, we had mass or something, but I kinda didn't wanna go. Neither did any of my other friends. So we kinda hid in the darkroom for about 20 minutes.
I think it actually kinda felt like some kind of espionage-type thing or whatever, cuhs I was leaning against the wall, trying to hear what our teacher was saying on the other side of the door.
But I guess when I heard the teacher say, "Has anyone seen where Jason is?" all I could think was. "Oh, fuck."
It seems like everyone else thought that too.

We eventually got one person to leave and be like, a lookout for us, so she could tell us when the coast was clear, so we could leave.

Ten minutes later, we heard a "The coast is clear, guys!"
We all left the darkroom, and five minutes later, the teacher came back.
My teacher being the way he is, he didn't seem to know or care when or how we suddenly appeared out of nowhere.

At least we all got to skip out on mass :D

After that, it was time for the fashion photoshoot that was organized for today.
120 pictures later, it was finally time to pack up and leave.

AHA. EDITED FOR MOAR DETAILS AND AWESOME WIN. *shot* More about the rest of the day below.

Hm. Well anyways, after that, the day was pretty normal. At art council, I kinda just wandered between the art room and the computer arts lab and stuff. I messed around with Gatsby and my hair and stuff, and I discovered that my singing voice actually isn't that bad xD
I still hafta learn how to scream though D:

~jay-san.

--[o-o whaat.]--

I actually think I’m getting used to waking up at 8am on the weekend x-x

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So we’re going to church a bit early today, cuhs my dad wants to go out and test drive a potential candidate for his new car. I just don’t know why he has to wake EVERYONE up at this time. I mean like. Can’t he wake up early, go to church on his own at 10am, then after that go wherever he damn well pleases? Why make us suffer through the ultimate boredom of waiting until he’s finished his test drive?

Whatever. I think I might try and convince my mom to let us all split up after church—my dad going for his test drive, and everyone else going to the mall and stuff.
I still need to go clothes shopping for the fashion shoot thing for Photography class on Monday/Tuesday. And even if there wasn’t a fashion shoot thing, I need new clothes anyway.

So it’s a win-win situation, right?

I’m still good about the “j-rock” theme that I randomly came up with when my teacher said we were doing fashion shoots soon. I hope meh other group of friends go along with it too xD

Well, I guess I’m done for now, well, I mean. I hafta go now 8D
I guess I’ll update/edit later.

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Mood: tired.
Listening to: Screen (Single Version) - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.

--[Wow. Long-ish day.]--

Aah, I havn’t updated in awhile… D:
I’ll just uh… update now xD

Okay, so this morning, my mom woke everyone up, and I’m like “o_o; Where are we going?”

It turns out we were going out looking for a new car [again].

Except this time, instead of a short 5 minute drive to the local car dealership, we went all the way to a dealership an hour’s drive away. And then we went to another dealership 20 minutes away from that one. And then after that one, we went to eat. Then we went to YET ANOTHER dealership 30 minutes away.

-3- and then. WE WENT ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE SECOND DEALERSHIP WE WENT TO. I think my dad was about to finally make his decision to buy the car he wanted, but the guy didn’t wanna lower the price any further, so he kinda left.

So, the whole day was, what. A WASTE OF EFFING TIME !?
We left home at around 10-ish. And I finally just got back home like. 30 minutes ago. And I think we’re starting back at square one. Hooray. -3-;

On a happy note, I finally caught Darkrai, Shaymin, and a few other assorted legendary Pokémon, so the day wasn’t a TOTAL waste… right? 8D

Oh, well. At least tomorrow I think I’m going clothes shopping or w/e. Cuhs yenno. We’re finally starting the Fashion Photography unit in Photography class. And. I kinda needed new clothes anyway. So it’s a win-win situation, rait?

Expect to see the results of some of the fashion photoshoots here and/or on deviantART in the near future.

J-rock themed photoshoot’s gonna be funn 8DDDD

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Mood: tired/bored
Listening to: Lizard - D'espairsRay

~jay-san.